She was an ordinary teenager who was happyevery day. She studied, walked with friends, attended parties and entertainment. Everything was in the usual rhythm until one day, which divided life into three parts: before, after and in between. Although Felis today, smiling, says that her life has already passed into a new fourth stage, which can be called Post Scriptum.
She lived a normal, measured life. She studied at a British school, talked with peers. Seventeen-year-old Felis Fawn was not interested in diets at all, she had no idea why calories should be counted. It could not be attributed to the number of those girls who zealously watched their figure and spent the days in the gyms. She was a normal girl, but with a good appetite. Feliz, having excess weight, without any fear, sent into her mouth all edible. At 167 cm, she weighed over 72 kg. But it did not bother her until that day.
So it happened that the case made the girl lookon yourself from the side. Everything happened in 2007 on one of the hot summer days. Felis and friends went to the festival on the weekend. The thought of his figure just then visited her for the first time. Around the world, fluttering like butterflies, beautiful girls in swimsuits with chic shapes. The girl presented how she would look on the background of these slender bodies and, not daring to bare herself to a bathing suit, remained in a spacious T-shirt. She did not yet suspect that this day off would cross out everything that seventeen-year-old Felis Fawn had before, and then a new life would begin.
Arriving home from the festival, I looked in the laptop. The girl was seized by panic and horror. Her friends put up a photo, filmed on the weekend. In the frames of many pictures was Felis with magnificent forms. The girl, seeing herself from the outside, was not just upset. She hysterically called friends and demanded to delete the photo with her participation. Then there were a few days of sobbing and self-flagellation. Every time Felis Fawn, a photo and that image remembering, imagined and understood how monstrous and ugly. In her heart was despair and shame for her reflection. She firmly decided that she would change her body, not suspecting what changes would be expected in the future.
If at that time someone experienced andcompetent in the issues of weight loss suggested how to deal with excess weight correctly, the tragedy could be solved for a certain period. But everything went in a completely different direction.
Feliz, thinking about her problem, came toconclusion that everything is related to the amount of food consumed. She hated everything that was edible, and abruptly refused to eat. She could sit on the water for a few days. Weight declined, volumes decreased, and the girl realized that on the right path to the cherished goal. So, already in 2008 on the scales there was a mark of 54 and a half kilograms. Felice Faun, however, unhealthy and wrong way, came to cherished figures of her weight. She received compliments from all sides. She did not answer the questions very much and kept the method of fast growing thin for herself, secret from friends and relatives. Even her boyfriend did not suspect, comparing Felis Fawn before and after the colossal changes in the image, as in the year she achieved such an excellent result.
Now she was quite normal for weight gain. But the feeling that the figure is perfect, she did not have. In addition, the girl felt lonely, and it was unbearable. At first she decided to keep an electronic diary. I wrote down all the secret and secret thoughts, experiences, how I controlled myself to lose weight. Later I found like-minded people who lose weight in this way. Felis Fawn photo exhibited in electronic albums for everyone to see and gladly shared some of the secrets of her weight loss.
With the advent of 2009, Felis discovered thatincreased in height by three centimeters. Weight at the same time continued to leave. Seeing that he was 48.5 kg, the girl decided to experiment: to survive without food for 4 or 5 days. She succeeded, which served as a stimulus for the continuation of the experiment. Feliz Fawn before she lost weight did not even suspect what this starvation would lead to and that her body would be in serious danger, and the process of digestion was substantially spoiled.
Once she got an article about a digestive disorder. She realized that all the signs of the disease described coincide with her current state.
By the winter of 2009, Felice Fawn felt seriouslysick. She could do without food for more than a week, consuming one water and fizzy drinks. Feeled constant weakness, there was no desire to go out and do anything at all. She was annoyed by invitations from friends and a guy to go out for fun, because she understood that everyone in the institution would chew something. Weight fell at a frantic pace, but the girl and refused to eat. All ended with a call of doctors and a hospital ward.
Once on the hospital bed, Felis Fawn underOnslaught of the guy and the doctor had to tell about his wonderful weight loss and diet. Aesculapius explained to her how bad the patient is, what anorexia is dangerous for her. Assigned a strengthened diet of 1500 calories a day. The girl was upset. After all, with the beginning of eating, she again can recover, which she did not want at all.
After escaping from the hospital, she continued her fastinganother 13 days. From desperation, the guy Felis called her parents and told her what's happening to their daughter, and how critical everything is. Anorexia was eaten by Felis. The girl was taken to her father's house and under close attention began to feed. She had to learn to eat again. It was hard both physically and morally. Weight continued to fall, the condition worsened, the body and internal organs collapsed.
Attempts by parents to fatten their daughter and bring herthe body in a normal state did not end successfully. She again went to the hospital. Nevertheless, the story of Felice Fawn has a consolatory continuation. After the medical help and advice of the best psychologists, the girl began to eat a little bit of solid food, although without much zeal and enthusiasm. She did not like the food, the body did not want to take it. But eventually Felis learned to re-eat.
She survived a lot. She had to listen to a lot of humiliating phrases in her address, overcome serious psychological and emotional stress, and finally restore what she had long been destroying. Now Felice Faun is at the final stage of recovery. Looking back, she recalls her past with horror and does not recommend anyone repeating her mistakes. Now she knows that you need to lose weight with the mind and correctly, and not by completely refusing to eat.
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